Love for Sheri

 I love you and miss you, but it felt like maybe you knew... I told you that it felt similar to my parents when we sold your car earlier this year. Because you had so many migraines and were losing sight in your right eye, it felt like you were giving up for a long time. You were overly considerate to a fault as you didn't want to go to the hospital because you said that you couldn't afford the bill and never asked me for help as you didn't want to be a burden. Part of my depression was because you withdrew from life and me for so long hiding out in your office. Thank you so much for spending so much time in the family room and rarely going to your office since the first surgery. I looked forward to coming out of my office to see you and give you "magic kisses." I felt bad when I wanted to watch 2 games at the same time in my office especially since my recliner was so much more comfortable than the couch. You continued sleeping with your head down because apparent...

 Thank you for sharing your life with me as my wife, friend and lover for the past 19 years. I created this blog to share my experience with Sheri. I may use this as my outlook to continue to talk to Sheri.  Sheri called me her best friend and I am honored for that title along with being her husband. She shared her life with me and I paid attention to what made her happy and tried to do as many little things to keep her happy. I enjoyed surprising her with something thoughtful that I knew she would appreciate. I felt bad when I forgot to get something from time to time, but maybe I was hard on myself because many times she didn't tell me what she wanted or needed due to the migraine headaches she had. I am thankful that Sheri always treated me with love, caring and respect. She and her daughter shared with me that she was mean with others before me. We never had a fight or even an argument. We did have an occasional disagreement, but so many times she shared with me how to loo...